Self Destructive

Looking inward takes more courage than most people will ever exhibit, but only because the conditioning in place doesn’t allow it. Until you can look inward your conditioning will prevail…

Everyday I’m amazed at the things people are okay holding onto with the emphasis totally on satisfying themselves. This is done without much consideration for anyone else and it’s strictly from a self serving attitude. I know it’s because they know not what they do, but the suffering this causes and how it cements the conditioning in place can be truly disheartening. Notice I said can be disheartening because if one is truly awake there’s the understanding that the way things are is the way things are and wanting them different also cements the conditioning in place. I’m writing about this because it’s heart breaking to watch people suffer when you have answers; not many are willing to hear. It’s like having a cure for cancer, but nobody will listen. Without going into specifics, the conditioned unconsciousness runs so deep that people will justify doing all kinds of self destructive behavior without blinking an eye. Drugs, alcohol, gambling, porn, rioting, protesting, murder, rape, assault, robbery, this is only the tip of the Conditioned Mind iceberg. Here is why this is at least from my experience, it’s just easier to justify self destructive behavior than to look at yourself. Truly looking at yourself takes more courage then most people will ever exhibit, not because they can’t, but because the conditioning in place doesn’t allow it.

I write talk to point in a direction, but all kinds of excuses are made not to connect. I get it, but it doesn’t make it any easier to watch people suffering when there’s a way out. This means people would rather remain in their suffering then to go beyond it, that’s the part that’s heart breaking. I don’t say this because I’m a know it all, but I have been released from the grip of my Conditioned Mind somewhat and have been provided with answers. I share my experience with others through my writings. And I know that I’ve truly broken free from the Conditioned Mind because my behavior isn’t self destructive anymore…