Delusional Identity

Our mind becomes conditioned to create delusional stories because we believe they’re needed to make our identity. The created stories which are used to make an identity are the exact reason life is delusional…

What story are you going to create today and tie it into your delusional identity; you are the creator of the delusion of who you think you are. You can create any delusional story you want just understand this one valuable truth, if you don’t create a delusional story you will not shrivel up and disappear. All that will happen is you will exist in the reality of “What is”. The story you create about yourself is nothing more than that, a story. After all is said and done if you don’t create the story about your identity, you will still exist, you just won’t be living a delusional life because there won’t be any attachment to an identity.

We’re always the main subject of our stories. In one way or another our stories always come full circle and are about ourselves, but when the stories stop you will notice a gateway to a freedom that has no lock on it. The only lock that creates this self created delusion is a self created identity and it’s your own mind that tells you to create it. This storied identify created by your own mind makes the world delusional and it keeps you in bondage to this delusional world.

If you think this doesn’t pertain to you, that’s just another delusion because if you stopped creating your stories, you would see you still exist; all you will do without a delusional identity is be at peace. The reason the delusional stories to make an identity are created to begin with is to be at peace, but you already are at peace, it’s just not realized because of the need to create a delusional identity…

Be the Light

Life is a learning experience, if you’re not learning it’s probably because you have your own agenda of what you think life is about. When you truly see the light your own agenda simply falls away…

It’s very important to be a rock of consistency so people know there’s a place they can go for what they’re looking for. I’ve been told by people they start their day reading my articles so it’s expected they will be there. I don’t mind this and because of what has been revealed to me I’m honored to be used to spread seeds of love. Everyone needs a place where they know it’s safe from the unconsciousness of the world. It does matter where you go for your peace, if you go to a place that’s used as a distraction, it may feel like peace, but it isn’t. If you get lost let’s say in a full day of watching sports, the day will go by and this is because time waits for no one, but if you’re spending the same day in a state of awareness there will be a place that provides something valuable for people.

Fear not what others who are unconscious say, just stand your ground in what you know is truth and let no one take you from here. Be the light in a world that is mostly based in the ego, this allows others to be the light which is needed for any transformation to occur. The light that draws someone to you is the light that becomes a part of them. This life is a learning experience, if you’re not learning it’s probably because you have your own agenda of what you think life is about. When you truly see the light your own agenda falls away. This place with no agenda is fof peace and when you remain there others will also go there as it’s the one place where one can truly be at peace by simply being a light…

Filling Space

Thousands of hours and dollars are spent on trying to fill a space that doesn’t need filling. The nature of the space is emptiness and it will always be there. Space is not your enemy; in its emptiness you are filled…


People spend thousands of dollars to go on vacation and at the time it seems to be a great idea. I’m not saying it isn’t because when you’re there everything seems perfect, but the first thing to understand is wherever you go there you are which could be scary, and second because of the Conditioned Mind, not only is the fantasy better than the reality, but before you know you are back home. This is not to say don’t go on vacation, but the stark reality is you can always be on vacation if your mind finds your space is filled. I’m talking from experience here because for forty nine years my life was exactly how I wanted it and yet I had to always reach for something to fill a space that wasn’t understood. This space equates to always needing to be on vacation (reaching for something), but I didn’t understand the part of wherever I go there I am. My own mind was an enemy not an ally and I had no idea this was occurring, so basically to my conditioned mind I always needed to be planning a vacation because life was never good enough in the moment I was in; regardless of how it was there was always space needing filling.


Here’s the real irony in this, I was trying to fill the space of emptiness that is still there today, but what I have come to understand is it doesn’t need filling, in this emptiness there’s fulfillment. This is the issue with most people, they’re trying to fill a space that doesn’t need filling because the nature of it is emptiness. That’s what space is, empty so regardless of what’s used to try to fill it, it never gets filled, it can’t because it doesn’t need filling. Today I understand space is not my enemy nor does it need filling and although there are times when I do go on vacation, it’s not because I’m trying to fill space it’s because I’m alive and emptiness allows it…

From the Heart

When the Conditioned Mind controls life there’s all kinds of self serving agendas, and because they don’t really enhance life in the way that’s wanted more agendas are created with more dissatisfied results… It’s more important why something is done and the energy behind it than the actual doing. Why are you doing what you’re doing is the most important question to ask yourself Why do I write an article everyday and post it on over seventy social media sites? I have been told I do it to satisfy my ego and although the Conditioned Mind is tricky, I know this isn’t why. When I first began writing and posting, it started out as the short blurb; they are at the beginning of the articles. Someone asked me where I got the info from and the answer was they come from within me as I live my daily life. I was asked if I could write it down and post the article after the blurb. To be honest I thought it would be a good way to further expand on sharing the insights that we’re and are revealed to me. I was always ok with if they’re read and don’t resonate with people that’s just the way it is. I was not going to allow the gift of writing to become a burden to me. For me this is the way to view life, I share from the love that has arisen in my heart and there’s no attachment to any results. I’m clear on what I do and why it’s done; this is freeing. There’s no need to become anything other than what I am. It’s important to be clear on this because it will allow what is done to be truly from the flow of the heart. Mostly when life is lived from the head, there’s all kinds of self serving agendas and results placed upon these agendas, but they don’t really enhance life in the way one is looking for so more agendas are created with more dissatisfied results. Living from the heart doesn’t take this nonsense energy so it’s why when one lives from the heart it’s mostly from love. Be clear on why what is done is done and if it isn’t from the heart, ask yourself why…

Chattering Mind

If there’s ever to be peace in your life, discipline so you can see the mind is always chattering, why these mind agitations arise, and how to quiet them will have to be developed…

Until one learns a discipline that allows the mind to stop chattering, what is used to keep it chattering determines what your state of being will be. There are many many things that are used to keep the mind chattering and your conditioning determines this. Whether the chattering mind manifest as sex, drugs, alcohol, food, false pride, trying to control life and others, talking about others in a slanderous way, responding to this post, or whatever is being used to keep the mind chattering, it will not stop until the agitation is satisfied that keeps it chattering, but even then it doesn’t remain satisfied for long so it basically will always be chattering and agitated until it’s learned to be still; simple, but very difficult.

When these mind agitations arise, if the necessary discipline has been developed the mind will stop chattering and your instinctual reactions will be based in love. If not the reactions will probably be of a self serving nature and manifest in some form that’s probably not conducive to your well being. So it’s beneficial to develop discipline that allows the mind to stop chattering so you’re not controlled by your agitations. If discipline isn’t developed the arisen agitations will constantly keep the mind chattering as the agitation has to be satisfied, and something will be reached for to satisfy the agitation I guarantee you that. Most of us are conditioned to have a chattering mind and are controlled by our agitations. That’s why it’s so important to develop discipline because to me it’s the only thing I’ve found that stops the mind, well maybe not stops it, but at least slows it down so the mind agitations lessen. So learn to have a mind that quiets somewhat because the choice is to have one that is always chattering and agitated. As long as it’s always chattering it will control you as if you were a puppet on a string; this is the choice, but without discipline there really isn’t one…

Conditioned Insanity

Make a stand for your beliefs, do whatever it is you think you need to do, just don’t attach to it and watch how your triggers cease along with the insane thoughts that you’re not part of all this insanity…

Many think what happens in life is the cause of their anger, but what’s not understood is the anger is already in place, it’s just being triggered by what’s occurring. There’s so much conditioning in place that it keeps many from understanding their own mind, and if you don’t understand your own mind it will control you insanely. I know people don’t think they’re insane and take offense to being called so, but this is the exact energy that’s being projected out without an inkling it’s being done; one is blind to their own insanity. You may be abruptly responding right now to this by thinking, who do I think I am to label someone insane, I should look at myself, but I do look at myself and that’s where I first discovered just how insane all of humanity is, myself included; just watch the news. Anytime someone gets angry, they’re causing their own suffering, yet it’s done all the time, but that’s only part of it, what’s really insane is it isn’t truly known why there’s anger. Stories are made up why there is, but that doesn’t mean they’re true.

There are many seemingly justified causes for anger, but they’re all just part of the insanity, that it’s not realized is why it’s insane. The list of attachments that are blindly held onto is endless and it keeps the insanity in place. Very few will really get what this article is about, it’s easier to say the writer doesn’t know what he’s talking about then to truly look at this. The only way sanity will return and anger won’t be triggered is if it’s understood. Look around and see how attachment is the leading cause of all this insanity. When you wake up you can pull away from this insanity which remains in control if waking up doesn’t occur. Make a stand for your beliefs, do whatever it is you think you need to do, just don’t attach to it and watch how your triggers cease along with the insane thoughts that you’re not part of all this insanity…

Flower Stillness

A flower doesn’t make itself grow. In the Spring it arises from stillness and in the Fall it returns from where it came. This occurs naturally from its own stillness, it needs no assistance…

When the stillness of a flower is seen as life itself and not as the flower, at this point the flower will truly be seen; this is how one begins to understand themselves. When the stillness within is seen as life itself and not as a person you will truly see yourself; when that happens life begins to be seen as it truly is. It will be in the seeing of stillness that you will understand the stillness of the flower.

Enjoy life, but the enjoyment is not in the things experienced, joy is in stillness. Conditioning produces noise, stillness produces joy. That which most seek to enjoy is noise, joy cannot be attained because it‘s already within a person and one cannot attain that which is already possessed, but this will only be noticed when there is stillness.

Find a place to sit where it’s quiet, sit and be mindful of each breath, not you breathing in and out, but how each breath occurs on its own. Sit with this mindfulness. Watch how many breaths can be counted before the mind wanders. I get to about fifty and no matter how hard I concentrate the mind wanders. When I started doing this I could get to six. This is one tool used in developing the discipline to discover stillness. When one knows what the noise is, it will be known what stillness is. Just watch the flower, don’t label it, just watch it, the flower doesn’t label itself, through the stillness it simply arises. It never consciously does anything, out of the stillness of the Universe it appears. In stillness is where all life arises from because stillness itself is life, as it is with a flower…

Creating Space

Concerning the mind, if the old isn’t cleared out there won’t be any space for anything new, but the old will not clear until it is seen space is needed to allow in the new…


From the time one begins their life in this form the mind is constantly processing and storing information. The incessant mind never stops this storing process and constantly draws on this familiarity, but this leaves very little space for anything new to become known. Your instilled foundation would need something close to a nuclear explosion to dislodge it, but when the mind is allowed to settle it creates space and the world as it’s known ceases to exist.


Think of it in this way, when a room is to be redone in a house, the first thing that‘s needed is to create space so the new stuff can fit in where it’s wanted. If one has to work around the old stuff it would make placing the new stuff in the room much more difficult. If the new stuff was put in with the old stuff it just wouldn’t fit properly and it probably wouldn’t match either. Matching the new with the old takes a skill that most people don’t naturally possess. This usually has to be taught, this is where meditation comes in.


The process of meditation helps to clear out the mind (create space). If this isn’t done, the mind as it is with the room will remain cluttered with the old and the new, although it may be put in, will not add any enhancement to the room. After all, this is what we are trying to do, enhance life. No one changes anything just to change it, we change a philosophy or a belief because the one that’s in place needs to be redone; for whatever reason it’s not working any more. So clear out the old and create a space that will allow nothing in but the new…

Sounds of Life

The sounds of life that you hear are dependent on the frequency you are tuned into. The frequency determines if the sounds heard are from a heart of love or from the thought “I” realm…


The sounds of life are different for everyone because of the frequency one is in tune with. There’s only one frequency that’s tuned into love, but there are many other frequencies out there that don’t allow one to hear the sounds of love. Why it’s so difficult to tune into the sounds that put you in harmony with life is because of listening to the sounds about your own pleasure. A lot of time is wasted trying to make life pleasurable instead of accepting it as it is. For most, the sounds heard are about satisfying their own pleasure, but love doesn’t concern itself with pleasure. If the sounds heard aren’t of love you have to constantly try a different frequency because without love you will not be at peace. And how will you know when you’re tuned into love is because love never needs to be defended.


It’s hearing a different sound than Universal Love that causes the mind to be in a state of agitation. When one is aligned with the sounds of love, there is harmony with all of life. You will always know the sounds heard are of love by this harmony so whenever you become discontented it’s because of the sound in your head, it has nothing to do with outside circumstances or the sounds heard by others.
You can only hear your own sounds so it’s your own frequency that makes life what it is, and the sounds that you hear are dependent on this frequency being in tune with the Universe; this is the sound of love that needs no justification, purpose, explaining, or defending. It’s only when one accepts life as it is that the sounds of love will be heard and become the frequency of your life; only love sets you free and that will only occur if love is the sound that you hear…

An Undistorted Vision

Your answers will always be within yourself, you just need to make sure the tools that are being used are showing you an undistorted vision of what is the most beneficial way to live…


Twelve years ago I had a definite vision of the way I wanted my life to go when I began the study of my own mind. There weren’t any lofty goals or some great state of mind to attain to make my life about something in particular, all I had was an undistorted vision of peace; a peace that eluded me for most of my life, this is still my vision today. Just because you’re on a so called spiritual path, it doesn’t mean what you’re doing is truly beneficial. I did things for many years that I was told were beneficial to me and it turned out not to be so; they were things that actually keep me suffering. I won’t go into details, but what I do today is beneficial and how I know this is because I’m at peace and I don’t have a real desire for anything else. I have a passion in my heart to share my experience with others, but it’s not an aching as I don’t need this moment to be different. If you’re not looking for anything that’s how you will know if you have an undistorted vision as opposed to one made up by the Conditioned Mind.


You may want to be the most spiritual person in your circle, you may be reading all the right books, quoting all the right people, and putting all your energy into a so called practice, but there’s only one question and that is can you stop it all and still be at peace? If not, what you’re doing is only being used to distort your vision. I had a distorted vision for forty nine years so I know what I’m talking about. Try another book, a program, therapy, another pill, dieting, meditation, drugs, alcohol, and on an on, but when the tasks is complete and you’re living your daily life if you don’t have a clear vision of peace, what you’re doing isn’t working. There are many pointers in life, but your vision becomes distorted by thinking the pointers are the answers. The answers are simply within, you just need to make sure the tools you’re using are showing you an undistorted vision that provides you with the most beneficial way to live…

A Hearts Touch

Only energy from the heart can touch a heart, and that touch arises from the Universe as the energy of love. It’s only the love in your heart that can touch the heart of another…


It’s a beautiful thing to help other people, it’s where inspiration and passion are derived from. If nobody got anything from what I shared I probably would have stopped long ago, but I don’t get my sense of well-being from sharing or anything else that I do. When I feel good it’s because I’m aligned with love. To me it doesn’t matter what I do as long as what is done is aligned with love. I do what I do because that’s what’s there; no one has to answer to anyone but themselves. If you are serving others it’s because you love, you already feel good and the serving is a result of your alignment with love. If you’re doing it for accolades or awards or because you want to feel better, the feeling better will only last for a short time. Only love from the heart can touch a heart.


There are organizations that are geared towards helping others and it’s a wonderful thing to help anyone who is in need in our human family, but if the help is just because you want to divert what’s going on with yourself so you can feel better, you‘re still being controlled by the Conditioned Mind and this will only be a temporary fix; what’s from the heart last forever. Why you don’t feel good to begin with needs to be identified if you want to overcome this created lack that makes you have to do something to feel better. If you’re in need of something to be complete you will never be complete. This is because completeness isn’t attained, it arises from the Universe. The real heartache is it’s already within you, it’s just being blocked from you.


You are complete just as you are and nothing added will make you more complete. The human dilemma is this: because of the way our conditioning controls us it makes us think we need to do something to feel good, but we don’t need to do anything to feel good, what we need is to learn to just be. In our being is our completeness, in our doing is our undoing. So just be with whatever arises you do, but it isn’t needed to feel good because you’re already complete just as you are…

Human Seeds

There’s way too much thought on the individual level for unity to ever be a reality. Most people have their own agenda and it’s usually attached to satisfying themselves in some way…

Humans can be looked at as if we are all seeds which we are when we are in the womb. I like to look at it as if earth is the container and we are all in the container with the same potential. Moving from this container and being planted is how life becomes different for each of us. Even if you’re planted right next to another seed the results of how you grow will probably be different. Remember a name is only given to each seed for identification purposes, we don’t go around giving names to animals, fish, or birds. There’s no individual who truly exist, we are all part of the collective container (earth). There’s no real Donald Trump, or Joe Biden, no real you or me, no Muslims or Christians, no individual in the way that they’re seen. There’s conditioning which makes an individual seem real, but as far as humanity is concerned, we are all just seeds from the same container.

Just as with any seed there are many factors that determine the results of how they grow, some will produce fruit (love) and some will not, but all seeds are from the same container labeled earth. This needs to be realized if we are to grow in unity as a species. We haven’t really progressed much since existence began. We may have advanced intellectually, but spiritually not so much. There is still way too much thought on the individual level for unity to be a reality. Most people have their own agenda and it’s usually attached to satisfying themselves in some way. Until this is seen even though we are all from the same container, we will see each other as individual seeds and very little will change…

Be the Example

Start with one single loving act and let it sink deeply into your heart. As love slowly becomes part of your subconscious, you become the example of love for all the world to see…

Doing loving acts emits an energy of that love as long as it’s done unconditionally from the heart. If it comes from the Conditioned Mind so one can get a better seat in heaven or move up on the angelic chain of command, this will block the hearts energy of love. Doing loving acts is a start, but the heart will have to keep on expanding and remain open for love to become the minds default setting. If the heart remains open all the time, loving acts will happen all the time because it will be the only thing that’s in place. Start with one single loving act and let it sink deeply into your heart, in the process as it slowly becomes the default setting of your mind, you become an example of love.

You can only emit the energy that’s in place and this is the example others will see; an open heart goes a long way in deciding what that example will be. The road to hell is paved with good intentions and good intentions don’t provide love to be your example. For love to become the example the world sees, it will have to be something that’s cultivated so it becomes ingrained in the subconscious.

How one acts comes from the energy that’s within and what’s within is a result of years of subconscious conditioning. So to be an example of love the conditioning that blocks it has to be changed. Once it is as it all starts with consciously doing one single loving act, the heart opens and love becomes the minds default setting and that becomes the example the world sees…

Divine Source

There’s a Divine Source in life, but it’s not a preventer of tragedies, it’s the one place to go to get shelter from the storms of life. Storms will come, but you don’t have to be overcome by them…

The world is one of tragedy and pain as it is also of joy and pleasure; there’s a Divine Source in both worlds. The question is can you live in emotional balance in both? There are no easy answers to this question, but it has been my experience the only way this can be done is through non attachment. This is the only way I have found freedom is possible because by non attaching to whatever occurs you’re not drawn into it.

It’s easy to sense a Divine Source when things are going the way you want, but where is this source when things aren’t going your way? Can you find a place that allows for peace without having to use an outside diversion when you’re in the midst of a life storm? This place does exist, it even exist when things are exactly how they’re wanted. It just isn’t thought about because you don’t think it’s needed, but it‘s something to always be aware of because whenever there’s attachment a life storm isn’t far behind.

You can’t escape the tragedies of life. Beliefs or faith in something don’t make you immune from them. There was never a promise that life would be without tragedies, but there is a Divine Source that will be there no matter what is faced. Someone once wrote that “Peace does not come with the absence of troubles, but with the conscious realization of adequate resources.” The Divine Source is the supplier of all the resources needed to get through life’s tragedies. Jesus said, “In this world you have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” He went to the Father often; the Divine Source of existence.

All victories belong to the Divine Source of Love, many brought this message; it’s beyond life storms. Love is life, without love you’re left to deal with the tragedies with your own created devices. Existence is based on love and it’s this awareness that makes one realize they are always on Holy Ground. To understand this there has to be an understanding of an energy, a Divine Source that provides the resources needed. Without this understanding it will be difficult to get through life tragedies so you can walk in the light of the Divine Source…

Looking for More

While you are busy making plans life happens, if you’re not careful most of your life will be missed because you’ll be too busy looking for something more to enhance it as opposed to living it as it is…


The only thing that makes a person think something more is needed to enhance life is their own conditioning; until this is realized this conditioning will keep you searching for something more. As this searching for something more seems to be continuous for most, this means most are missing what life truly offers. If a person is alive life will be experienced, but ask yourself is your life being fully lived or are you under the spell of your own Conditioned Mind that makes you think something more is needed to enhance it? If this is the default setting of your mind and unfortunately it is for most, so much of life will be missed because you will constantly think you need more. This is a mind agitation that keeps the searching for something more in place which doesn’t allow any contentment with what’s actually taking place.


Life is never personal, it just continues on regardless of what happens. Humanity has become its own worse enemy, mostly because of always needing more instead being content with what’s there. Grab more of whatever you think you need, but except for a few brief moments your contentment will be fleeting. Sit and visualize having all the riches of the world and being the most intelligent person to have ever lived and see what this really changes in your life. It will only be a matter of time before you will need something more because regardless of what one has or what’s going on, if there isn’t some level of contentment with the way things are, life will constantly need to be different and the search for more of what one thinks will make life better will make discontentment and searching for something more the norm…