One Sided View

There’s not much life in something that is one sided. This is exactly what happens when you only see things one way; the free flowing energy of life is cut off which causes suffering…

A one sided view is what causes a person to get locked into only seeing things one way. It matters little what is seen as the rigidness of only seeing one side doesn’t allow energy to be free flowing. This is what happens when a story is created and it becomes one sided of what life is about in any particular moment. The one sided view becomes deeply entrenched as you become more and more emotionally tied into whatever is being viewed. It’s very difficult to not attach to something that’s of the mind and has a story to our hearts, such as our children, spouse, parents, relatives, friends and so on, but you can have compassion, passion, and genuine love for something without attaching to it from one side.

To me the one sided view is normal for most people and it’s why many suffer unnecessarily. I’ve noticed this occurring in so many lives including my own and I can see the suffering it causes. Unfortunately those in the midst of a one sided view can’t see it nor can they pull themselves out of it, that is until their view is seen as the cause of their suffering. A one sided view doesn’t allow the awareness needed to be free from attachment and since attachment is the root of suffering, suffering is inevitable. The tighter the hold of something, the more the view becomes one sided and the less free flowing energy there is. There’s not much life in something that has no flow and this is exactly what happens when free flowing energy is cut off as the one sided view controls life and inevitably causes suffering…

The Pull of Human Senses

The understanding of being human won’t stop the world’s attractions from enticing you, but it may stop you from being totally pulled in which allows the control of the senses to dissipate somewhat…

There are many worldly attractions that are based in the human senses which constantly arise to pull you in, and they will pull you in as long as you are in this human form; how deep the pulls hold depends on your conditioning. Even with knowing what I know about the Conditioned Mind there is still the pull of the human senses that catch me at times. Fortunately the mallet was put away a long time ago that was used to beat myself up over doing something that my own mind tells me to do; this is because of awareness aware of awareness. If you think you’re going to get to a state where being human is totally transcended that’s wishful thinking and it’s also your pull. If you do get there, wherever there is, please share it with us, but we won’t hold our breath and attach to your pull.

Human form should be embraced as it is, not as it is thought it needs to be. This is not an excuse to just go around succumbing to a selfish pull whenever desires arise, but to awaken to the awareness that this is even happening is a miracle in itself. It seems sex and food are two things that have a deep pull to the senses associated with them and it’s why there are so many diets and so much pornography out there; it’s also why both of these are billion dollar industries. Diets and sex sell because it pulls at the most human sense level. Food and sex are not to be loathed because few will have the ability not to be pulled in by them. To me you can only be aware of the selfish pull associated with these as they are reached for to fulfill some inner sense pleasure. This inner sense pleasure is at the core of being human and it needs constant fulfillment in some way. Awareness of this won’t stop you from being pulled in as the world is based in exploiting human senses, but at times it may stop you from being pulled in which allows the control of the human senses to dissipate somewhat…

Mind Stories

When truth is revealed, no longer will you listen to your mind stories because it’s understood you shouldn’t believe what you think because most of it is made up and just isn’t true…

Don’t believe everything you think because your mind will make up stories that just aren’t true. It will make up the past as being real yet the only place the past exist is in the mind. It will make up things to fear, yet the only thing you have to fear is fear itself. It will make up beliefs that the self is a solid entity, but the form that exist needs no such attachment to be, as it is always changing in a constant state of flux. It will make up the story of I think therefore I am, but thinking has nothing to do with I am. It will make up a story that everything desired on the outside is needed, but the reality is if none of those desires are given into nothing happens. There’s the thing the mind calls ego, this is the bogeyman under the bed, it exist until one looks under the bed. There’s also not a need to get rid of it because it doesn’t truly exist; except as a mind story.

Then there’s the image in the mirror who was given a name for identification purposes, we think we are that made up name. If the name is different you’ll think you’re someone else, but that’s only to the mind because the form remains the same. There will be many stories held onto that just aren’t true, but unfortunately the more they are attached to the truer they seem. To truly be free the made up stories will have to be exposed. This doesn’t mean you find out you don’t exist, what happens is you find out you don’t exist in the way your mind makes you believe. When this truth is revealed, no longer will you listen to your made up mind stories because you’ll understand you shouldn’t believe everything you think because most of it is a made up mind story…

The Need to Reach

When the need to reach for something arises it’s because the mind is entrapped to that particular need. Until this is seen you will remain entrapped to the needed fulfillment of the next thing reached for…

You will never find the fulfillment you’re seeking if you’re entrapped to the needing of that fulfillment. Fulfillment is something that’s already within you, but because of the way your mind is conditioned, you get trapped in the need that fulfillment is something outside of you. This entrapment makes the needed fulfillment you’re seeking impossible to satisfy; this is also the reason you constantly need something from the outside. Until this is seen you will remain trapped to the needing thought of fulfillment in the next thing reached for. Alcohol, gambling, drugs, sex, social status, programs, therapy, self help books, god, and on and on, these are proof you’re entrapped. I can’t stress this enough as this entrapment has to be seen if you are to experience true fulfillment in your life.

It’s impossible to think your way to fulfillment, what has to happen if fulfillment is to be experienced is there has to be an understanding of why you’re not fulfilled; that you aren’t fulfilled is only because of the inability to just be. When the need to reach for something arises, the entrapment to the need begins; this is a vicious cycle that’s very difficult to break free from. Fulfillment isn’t something attained or achieved so it’s in doing less that you are fulfilled. Too many people get lost in trying to attain fulfillment, but it’s something that’s already within; the binding need about attaining fulfillment needs to be discarded so you can see this. This is not easy to notice, but I write so being entrapped to needing can be seen for what it is; the reason why you aren’t fulfilled…

I Self (Ego)

The I Self (ego) lives in the ignorance of the Conditioned Mind, but when there’s light shed on this ignorance is no more and the I Self no longer needs to defend itself because it’s no longer its adversary…

Understanding the different thoughts that arise and seeing why some are defended and some are just let go of has immense value in learning to truly live life. You will want to develop some sort of discipline that’s going to assist you in differentiating what thoughts are beneficial. The ego is the I Self and when it feels threatened it will defend itself with whatever tools it has developed. These tools aren’t only used to defend itself against others, they’re also used to defend itself against itself. They’re the only reason a person reaches for something and it’s strictly because the I Self defends itself from a threat that comes from within. This I Self is the cause of every addiction and of all conflicts, without it you still exist, just not in the way that it seems.

When you can see the truth that the I Srlf (ego) is its own adversary, when a threat presents itself there will be no need to defend it because it will be seen you are only defending yourself from yourself. There’s no suppressing this nor anything else that arises because suppressing or pushing away is an action that deepens the I Self control. To me awareness of an this is the beginning of the I Self relinquishing its grip. In acknowledging it’s there control dissipates somewhat, this happens when the energy of attachment is taken away. Never deny what’s there, just be aware of it and watch it dissolve on its own. The I Self (ego) lives in the ignorance of the Conditioned Mind, but when there’s light shed on this ignorance is no more and the I Self no longer needs to defend itself because it no longer considers itself its adversary…

A Mother's Sparkle

A Mother’s love is special because of the connection she has with her child. This connection is a sparkle beyond words and it’s formed in the womb because mom and the child are one…

A Mother’s love is something that needs no words to describe. It’s a love that’s forever binding regardless of what happens. Watching a mother care for her child is so beautiful and this isn’t limited to humans. Mom loves from instincts, it’s a love that occurs from within. Watching a mother take care of her child is the love that everyone should have for each other. This love is the same love the Universe has for each and everyone of us. A Mother loves all her children the same as the Universe loves all of us the same. Mom doesn’t see color and never puts conditions on her love; she just loves. If we are to survive as a species we will need to go beyond the limits of the mind and see how to love unconditionally. We’ll need to observe how a Mother loves and mimic that with all humanity.

A Mother’s love never ends, there may be disappointment in her heart at times, but that’s only because she wants what’s best and it’s the love in her heart crying out. Humanity is on a course of self destructing and it’s because of a lack of love. If it’s not seen how the Universe is our Mother and we are all from the same energy, our separation will be the end of us. Mom is always there for us as is the Universe, but unfortunately we are given enough rope to hang ourselves and that’s exactly what we are doing. Watch a Mother give birth and see the sparkle in her eyes, it’s the same sparkle (the stars) the Universe has for all humanity. This sparkle arises because there’s no thought of herself, the child born is just an extension of herself; they are one. Only when we all see each other in the same way will we as a species turn our attention to loving each other unconditionally; seeing the sparkle of oneness in each other’s eyes…

Attachment to Self

Nothing is the whole of anything unless that’s the label applied, and who does this labeling but the belief of an “I” that only exist because of the delusional attachment to self…

The attachment to self keeps you wandering helplessly for possibly countless lifetimes. The attached concept has done this, the concept of self is not really self, nor is the mind, this self truly has nothing to do with you. It’s just an belief that keeps you attached to “a self” story. It’s always the story itself that keeps you attached and although it may seem as though what’s being used to create the story keeps you attached, it’s not. It can’t be, because there’s no substance to a story and this is because it’s of the mind and there’s nothing solid when it’s from the mind; it’s as fleeting as yesterday’s dream. If it’s about something that happened, that means you are bringing the past into the present and this creates a delusional mindset. If you’re bringing the future into the present, again you’re creating a delusional mindset by not being with what’s actually happening.

This is what happens when the belief of a self is attached to as the driving energy behind how you live. If everything done is derived from self life will be delusional because the self is delusional; self is a belief, it’s made up. It’s not that there isn’t existence, but unless you can truly see where this self is it has to cause problems if it’s attached to. What I mean by this is if you take the belief away of what you think your self is, nothing remains. You have attached a label (name) for identification purposes and all the other labels just fall in line, son, daughter, brother, sister, yada, yada, yada, and so on. Without an attached label there is no self. You do have a body, but you are not the body. Nothing is the whole of anything unless an attached label is applied and who does this labeling, the belief of an “I“ that only exist because of the delusional attachment to self…

Mind Prison

Being dependent on anything except life’s essentials creates a bondage that puts one in prison…this prison is of the mind and blocks love’s guided energy…so you may be alive…but you never truly live…

A substance or object can seem like it holds you prisoner, but it’s your own mind that puts you in the place of needing to reach for something. Without the mind telling you something is needed, dependency on anything would be non existent. The subtleness of this prison is mind boggling. Take an alarm clock as an example, as soon as the alarm rings if the snooze button is hit, instantly you are a prisoner because the mind wants the moment different. This is the way being a prisoner works and if there isn’t awareness of this, it’s off to the races of being controlled by a Conditioned Mind that’s dependent on wanting things the way that it wants them.

Prison takes on many forms: drugs, alcohol, gambling, talking about others, eating habits, pouting or sulking, social status, being miserly (cheap), trying to control situations and people, judging, lust, greed, envy, self righteousness, false pride, and the list goes on, but what all these have in common is they’re the external solutions used by the Conditioned Mind to fix an internal void. Until something is done to allow the mind to settle, this void will probably be there until the last day of your life. If this is what happens life will never truly be experienced in the way that it could be. Some bondage may not seem as devastating as others, but whatever is used it doesn’t allow love to be your guided energy. Love can’t be experienced from the prison of your own mind and because of this life will never be truly lived. Only love’s guided energy allows you to truly live and it’s your own mind that holds you in prison and blocks this from occurring…

Desires Draw

Don’t let the different results of desires draw pull you into unconsciousness. All desire leads to suffering in one form or another regardless of what draws you to the particular desire…

When there’s always something to desire it’s because you don’t think you have enough and if you don’t think you have enough, there will always be something that’s desired. Desires draw isn’t something that’s inherently bad, why one is drawn to desire is where issues arise and this is only because where there is desire, it’s because you think something is missing. Desires draw only matters to the degree in how the thing desired affects your life. The desires draw to drink alcohol in access and do drugs have consequences much different than the desires draw to stop using those things, but the desires core is the same and that’s what needs to be examined. Don’t let the different draw pull you into unconsciousness because all desire leads to suffering in one form or another.

You may think the draw of desire to improve is a good thing, but that would mean you need things to be different to accept yourself. Accepting life exactly how it is is the only place you will experience the peace of not drawing the desire of having things different. I’m not saying don’t improve yourself, but if it’s at the expense of your peace of mind, there’s no benefit to it. Go for the gold, just understand even if it’s attained you will find it’s not providing the benefits you thought it would; shortly afterwards desires draw returns. Investigate this and see how desires draw arises from needing, and needing causes attachment which causes suffering. Break free from desires draw of needing things different and you will inevitably stop suffering…

Programmed Energy

We are all imperfect beings simply doing what we have been programmed to do. We all do the best we can with the programming that has been instilled in us; most know not what they do…

Not many people ask themselves why they are the way they are, this is because theone  mind isn’t programmed to look inward. Some programming is down right nasty, but it’s still programming just the same. Whether a person is programmed to be a politician, addict, murderer, a CEO of a company, or whatever, everyone is just doing what they’ve been programmed to do. There is no one who hasn’t done something they knew wasn’t beneficial to themselves or anyone else, yet it was done anyway, that’s all just part of the programming energy in place.

When you understand your own programming, you’ll be able to separate people from their programming and love them anyways because you know it’s the programming and not the person that does what they do. To me if there’s an evil in this world it’s this programming with all it’s “I” attached nonsense; goodness comes from the stillness of non judgement. When you can see this, you’ll be well on your way to a deeper understanding of life. You’ll understand how not to judge and when you’re without judgement, you naturally love unconditionally. It’s at this point that you will understand the programmed energy in place and be able to look inward and only see the log in your eye…

Made Up Reality

Until one can be with things as they are without needing them to provide comfort, a made up version of reality will continue its control and unfortunately so will the suffering this causes…

Even though a thought pops into your head, that doesn’t mean it’s associated with reality. It may be associated with what is thought to be reality, but upon further investigation it’s probably just a made up story providing you with some comfort of the way you think things should be. Don’t we use the story of helping others in this way, it’s really used to pat ourselves on the back because we make up the story that helping others is good, and we get comfort out of anything labeled as good. God is used in this way to provide comfort, nothing more; like there’s really some entity that cares about what you do. All these made up stories block reality from being seen. Reality as it is with love needs no story, if a story is being used to formulate what reality is thought to be; I guarantee you it’s not reality, it’s only a story.

Reality is not something to know. It can’t be defined with words because it’s only seen when the mind is settled. When you judge someone regardless of what they do, you are applying a version of reality of how you think they should be acting. This is the same with life situations, and these judgements are only there to provide yourself with the comfort of the way you think things should be. Life and people are always as it is and until it’s seen to just be with the way things are instead of always wanting comfort, reality will never be experienced. Thus your made up version of reality will continue its control and unfortunately so will the suffering this causes…

Following the Herd

There’s so much herd mentality energy in our society that it’s almost impossible to break its hold, and the reason for this is because the thing being followed is focused on and not the herd mentality of “I”…


The herd mentality will drag you along unconsciously unless there’s some awareness that it’s happening. To me the only thing that allows this awareness are your thoughts slowing down enough to where there’s a millisecond of space between them; in this space the herd mentality’s pull lessens. The only thing I’ve found that allows this space is being present. It’s very important to understand this because people sit for hours with other intentions and the moment they’re finished, the herd mentality thought of “I” takes over. An understanding of this is beneficial because it allows for a clear vision which keeps the mind open to learn. If everything stays in the head as herd intellect, it will be difficult to break free from the energy of this. The larger the group attachment the harder it is to pull away.


One example of this is in the Bible, the masses grew and grew as the Pharisees publicly tried Jesus. As more people were pulled into the herd mentality to crucify, the energy intensified. If you research some of the conquerors of the past, you will see exactly how the herd mentality works. As their reigns widened and their tyranny expanded, the herd mentality deepened. There’s so much of this energy in our society right now and it’s reinforced daily. Its so hard to break free because of the attached herd mentality of “I” that keeps it in place. This even includes those trying to help because the herd mentality is to “I” and the focus is always on the thing that’s happening. Until “I” is addressed very few people will ever truly break free from the herd because the attached mentality won’t allow space between your thoughts as the energy of “I” remains in control…

Attached Conditioning

Everyone has been conditioned to some degree regardless of how adamantly this is denied. The thing to understand about the Conditioned Mind is the more it’s denied the more it’s in control…

If you don’t think the Conditioned Mind is for real that’s your right, but that denial is simply part of the conditioning. Whatever keeps you attached to “I” is conditioning. If the conditioning wasn’t there attachment wouldn’t be there; this is something that’s real regardless if it’s realized or not. Mostly when it’s pointed out by someone it’s denied, but that doesn’t mean its not true. You will only see what has been revealed, but the Conditioned Mind shouldn’t be denied just because its not seen; denial is part of the conditioning . ”I” will not reveal the subtleness of itself unless there is quietness between your ears. Deny this, disagree with it, adamantly say it isn’t so, or who is this guy that thinks he knows me, but understand this is all part of the conditioning. Stop all the dialog going on in the head and the conditioning will possibly be seen, or not and have “I” remain at the controls.

“I” is all that stands in the way to a life that is happy, joyous, and free. If you don’t think so it’s “I” who doesn’t think so. Argue with this if you want, but it’s “I” who is arguing. There’s no argument from me here because there’s no “I” trying to prove this is right. All I’m saying is before this is pushed aside it should be investigated. I’m just stating what is seen. If this can be read and not attached to, you are free. If not, the conditioned “I” is in control. It’s not complicated, but it’s very difficult to not allow “I” to control your thoughts. Thoughts have no power until there is attachment to them, but there can’t be attachment to them unless there’s an ”I” to do so. In the space between your thoughts “I” doesn’t exist and in this space there is peace, but it’s not because “I” doesn’t exist, it’s because in this space “I” isn’t being attached to by the Conditioned Mind…

True Freedom Isn't an Idea

The idea of freedom isn’t freedom. When your outward freedom is taken away and you resent it, you were never free to begin with because true freedom can never be taken away…


True freedom can never be taken away. It cannot be controlled by any thought; true freedom is beyond the thought of what freedom is. Don’t get caught in the idea that freedom is what goes on outside of you. Your thoughts are your prison; not that you can’t go to a restaurant, park, or have to wear a mask. The world is full of unconscious energy and unfortunately the most unconscious people are the ones in charge.


Our freedom is controlled by our thoughts and this base is faulty. The fault lies in the mind and the way it has been conditioned. This conditioning is based in beliefs and ideas that things need to be a certain if you are to be free; to see this you will have to get very quiet. It starts out as a single thought of what freedom is, but that isn’t where the fault lies, the thought is just the result of some idea. What happens next is where the fault lies. We attach to the thought; we actually think life has to be a certain way if we are to be free. We believe our thoughts and if they weren’t labeled as true, we would be able to go beyond them to see what was really going on; we are as free as we make up our minds to be.


Learn to watch the nonsense you believe to be true. There is so much of it it’s hard to fathom. I mentioned to someone how we imprison ourselves with our thoughts and the insanity of what we do to ourselves; this is the lie of the Conditioned Mind. People think all sorts of things that aren’t true, but that doesn’t make it ok. All I’m saying is watch the thoughts that you think and learn how so many are based in lies to keep you in captivity to your Conditioned Mind. By no means should you take my word for it. The next time a thought pops into your head about not being free take a moment before you label it and really take notice if what you are thinking is true or if it’s just a lie of a Conditioned Mind…

Created Fairytales

To not create a fairytale life you have to not mind what happens. When you want things to be different your power is transferred to whatever it is that’s wanted different and hence your fairytale is created…

If you don’t see the fairytale that you live your life by, you become it and it takes you on the ride of whatever the fairytale is. There’s the fairytale of not feeling well, or of something that happened in the past. There’s the fairytale of your favorite team playing or work. How about the family fairytale or the fairytale of just wanting things different. The fairytales shape your life because of attachment, not because of what happens. These attached fairytale are where emotions arise from, they’re where fear, discontent, and anger form and gain their power. This is what attachment does, it takes the power away from you and hands it over to the attachment. Without attachment you have the power of how what happens in your life affects you, not so when there’s attachment. You cannot relinquish control without attaching a fairytale to what happens.

This is how it works, throughout the day if there’s not something in place to remain present, the fairytale begins and your power gets transferred to attachment. It doesn’t matter what the fairytale is, that you have transferred your power to an outside source is what matters. It’s outside because now objects, people, or circumstances control you and here’s the kicker, you alone have done this. So if you want to stop doing this the first thing is to understand what’s written here so you see what you’re doing. As summer approaches think of this, you may not be able to get rid of all the weeds on your lawn, but if you learn to not mind them, they won’t be a problem. Basically what has to be done in order not to create fairytales is to not mind what happens. If you want things to be different, your power will be transferred to whatever it is that’s wanted different. So watch your thoughts, don’t mind what happens and even though you may have a lawn full of weeds, the fairytale of not ever having any won’t be created…